Thursday, August 6, 2009

Who Knows?

That girl over there, she don't know what she missing,
And that other girl gave no second thought about who she kissing,
If a girl don't feel me then she hath no touch,
And if she don't love me she must not love the truth that much,
Real guys walk past girls who got lies and know what to choose
I'm in the love boat on the lust ocean and got no abstain paddle to use,
But if you really wanna know what goes through my brain,
You'll need a sonagram, blank paper, and tropical rain,
Got my moms screamin "Kwame Don't Waste Ya Life!",
Forget this world I rather waste it on Jesus Christ,
Got people grinding in the hood if they not then they in prison,
Barely surpassing second and third now that they ain't finish the first division,
Expensive chains and watches, white tee's and air force 1's,
Uncensored puns, showing guns to they daughters and sons,
Education threw away they sitting in the crowd watching everyone succeed but them,
They choose to live in grief, sorrow, and sin,
We all brothers and sisters just got the slave masters last name,
Now we lazy and under-achieved you got no one to blame, but yourself,
Get a job to support your kids, and treat them right,
They outside unsupervised running around from day to night,
If in God we trust why is the world revolve around dollars and change,
Why a black man had to steal the car because he riding in a dubbed out range,
Why do "good samaritans" always caught in a bad rap,
Why the prostitutes can't get a warning why they got to get a slap,
Why do women expose themselves just to pay some bills,
Why don't people believe Jesus saves but Satan kills?
You can't spend eternity in the hood doing the same thing,
My heart forgot the words of the love song it used to sing,
Diseases spreading, sickness everywhere, seasons changing, niggas in heavy gear,
Guerillas warfare in Afghan and everywhere,
The president making changes to help us out of this financial jam,
Yet the critics attack him daily because he's a black man,
But when Bush was in office everyone supported his evil doing,
His war pursuing and America he was ruining,
And everybody acting fine and dandy,
I'd rather trust the stranger then the candy, drink tap water before the brandy,
How to catch a predator ironic how the pedo's seen the show,
But still hop in they car to meet a young girl that they don't know,
This world is crazy I have a feeling that the end is coming soon,
But every 5 seconds a babies born out its mothers womb,
That special girl in my life where could she be,
Wanna know if she got my myspace message so I check it and see,
As disappointment fills me, I see you everyday and I stop and stare,
But that's as far as I got, so I'll stop right here.
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Friday, June 19, 2009

I Am

I am the truth behind your lies
I am the bad effects from liquor,
The thin hair that got thicker,
The leftovers from the other day,
The work when you want to play,
The genius that you've never unleashed,
The fight that got you bloody teeth,
The salvation of God you spread,
The old you that's gone & dead,
The misunderstood child,
The dirty clothes that lay in a pile,
The bad habits that come back,
The teacher that cuts you no slack,
The success you worked hard to achieve,
The chilliness running up your sleeve,
The frostbite @ the tip of your fingers that dissappear,
The resolutions you make and break every new year,
The love when you don't want no lust,
The betrayal of the person you trust,
The allergic reaction from general dust,
The future of your past,
The friendship that will never last,
The car that runs outta gas,
The backtalk & and the sass,
The number you can't count too,
The shoestrings in your shoe,
The knots behind your ties,
The sadness behind your sighs,
The secret between your thighs,
The conscious inside your mind,
The stop behind the sign,
The guilty behind the crime,
The '8 Before the 9,
The pleasure that comes with pain
The loss that comes with a gain
The right mind when your insane
The right side of your absent brain
The fright behind your reaction
The climax whenever you maxin
The heat behind whatever you packing
The pieces you pick up whenever your slacking
The word you can't pronounce right
The terror behind your fright
The darkness when there's no light
The love that evolves from like
The guilty feeling when you messed up
The hurt from every cut
The "who, when, how" with what
The quick reaction when you duck

You see I'm everything that's absent from your life when another's present
The conscious pointing out the wrong, the missing lyrics to the song
So whenever you got one thing going think of the opposite of it
& Realize I'll be there even when you thought that I wasn't.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

6 Million Ways

I heard there's 6 million ways to kill yourself, pardon me as I try out 50,
I heard there's a 100 real niggas left in this world not even 5% is with me,
Born to my mother in April 3, who I still dislike from time to time,
She was the ink that spilled all over me when I started to shine,
This world is crazy I hate ever second down here, and everywhere I look temptations always there,
Makeup or surgery don't matter what you wear,
I see the true person staring at me behind tears,
You can be fly and fresh but no matter what you wear, The true person comes out relating to this knowledge I share,
The lampshade of crime hides the bright bulb of the young minds,
I'm walking the road of redemption but yet it never unwinds,
I ain't got no motivation, my best friend is procrastination,
Never had a destination, everyday is like a vacation,
Kid with the short patience, don't confuse it with a patient,
There's no lines but I'm tryna trace it,
I'm fire, dogg, like a dalmatian,
Pick up the shell and the casing,
Heavy metal like a mason,
They say we lazy and no good but yet my people built this nation,
Man listen I am the truth behind the lies,
The painful look inside ya eyes,
That makes you realize why,
So many brilliant minds to be all over this universe,
But yet rappers lyrics they rather rehearse,
Rather waste time and energy making illegal money, with dope in the back trunk front full of lite skinned honeys,
The realistic perpetration of the young minded dedication,
To the independence of the nations who once held the declaration,
You see I try to land before time, watch as my voice constants more then the conscience in your mind,
I go through just as many hardships as the usual person, no rehearsing the poems that come directly from the dome,
Because I'm also known, drink up my lyrics like patron, surveys show no other real niggas so I'm alone,
Why do I write the obvious do I think that I'm nice?
And if you already know the answer then why ask me twice?
I'm a solution to problems that cross the everyday mind, If you see me STOP like sign,
realize the essence of the trail that I leave behind,
Show on or show off what the guns is for,
And for me and house, we will serve the lord,
A full blown seventh day adventist the streets I ain't missing,
And everyday it's not a girl but my bible that I'm kissing,
Now that's some deep stuff and I say what I mean,
If the next man nice the one before is bad so lets say I'm in between,
So you don't want it real, and you don't want it fake,
So your existence disappears like the high top fade,
A deadbeat dad married a abusive mom and got laid,
You staring at me, I am what they made.