I Want A Girl..

I want a girl who know what she wants in life,
Nobody w/ drama but a girl so sweet and nice,
That's smart and shows she's independent,
I know im the one but her heart im going to win it,
Whenever im depressed, maybe feeling sad or down,
She would call me and pick me up off of the ground,
She would say the right things I would need to hear,
And when no ones around she's always right there,
I could trust that she wouldn't cheat, lie, or do wrong,
Her kisses writing the lyrics to my heart that sings the song,
A girl who's pretty and has her own style,
She's a leader not a follower she's calm and not wild,
But she's also outgoing and loves to have fun,
A girl like that I wish I could have one,
She's funny and got a good sense of humor that's a plus,
She's doing something positive in her life, that's a must,
She believes in God, even better if she's a christian,
She needs to come into my arms so that I could stop wishing,
I need a girl I could tell my life too,
The one I tell that I trust and I mean it for the first time,
Explain my life to her, why im the way I am, why im so heartless,
And she would understand and be there regardless,
I would treat her right I had bad experiences in the past,
But of course they were bad so that's the reason they didn't last,
I wouldn't be no player or try to cheat or initiate something,
I would keep it real with her she would never catch me frontin,
She's straight, bisexuality's a turn-off to me,
She likes me for me, K-w-a-m-e,
But for now I guess girls like that don't exist,
So for right now I sit at my window looking @ the shooting star making a wish....

For This Special Girl

1st off...Hello, nice to meet you my name is Fresh,
I hope you have a oxygen tank I'm about to take away your breath
Every time I see your beauty falls on me,
And anyone to let you go would take a big loss see,
Your personality rare like UFO in the air,
Floating on love name the place I'll take you there,
No pain, no hurt, no crying, no tears,
Compliment your vast beauty in anything that you wear,
Share, the last piece of the accomplishing cake,
I heard I make u feel warm inside so your heart started to bake,
And I'll be there even when you don't think I am,
Cool spray of love ocean waves on our bodies on the infatuated sand,
And you can ask for advice whenever you like,
If you feeling low I can you high like a kite,
Unless It's for your love then I don't wanna fight,
I have trusting dessert and I'm trying get you to bite,
So many miles between can't stop the connection so close,
Into the good life as my wife that we toast,
Your beauty amazing in some many ways,
Beauty I wouldn't mind waking up on so many days,
When I'm walking down dark corridors of loneliness you bring light,
Your so amazing you can even make my day in the NIGHT,
Run in my arms with butterflies I hold you so tight,
We walked to the end of cliff, fell in love ,even though your afraid of heights,
And I could never lie to you or hurt you in anyway,
I'm trying to get you to see that in this picture I'm trying to portray,
So what I'm trying to say in this poem today,
Is your my everything I wouldn't have it no other way.

Random Thoughts

She said I'm too secretive she doesn't know what I'm about,
I told her I don't know what love is girls never gave me a chance to find out,
I looked at the forest of happiness and took the tree most thick,
But somehow I still got the short end of the stick,
In the mist of the confusion I was to blind to see my dream,
Desperately needed a love fix for I am a fiend,
The hurt, the pain, the hunger, the lost,
Working my brain hard as if my mind was the boss,
Trying to clean the stains of guilt off of my clothes,
Repeating my story of hurt they act as if they don't know,
But every time I try to talk they act as though they don't want to hear,
I walk besides you to keep you safe you act as if I'm never there,
What does it take to get noticed in this world of corruption,
How much longer do I have to love myself,
If just one person cared, and another would just be there,
I could move out of paradise of pain to somewhere else,
Everyone that once pretended to care, was just there,
To stare and judge and then wait for the tears,
These are just random thoughts that I'm thinking at the time,
So read it and let it apply to every person you pass by.